Heavy

I'm in a somber mood willing myself to smile every once in a while. I’m very sleepy since I slept late every night and woke up 4:15 or 4:30AM in the morning for the entire week.  Weekend is here finally so that I can just be with my kids and get much needed sleep.



Dark clouds

My mind is filled with doubts and other thoughts that leave me with a heavy heart. It’s been a long time since I felt this kind of sadness and no matter how hard I try; I just can’t seem to shake off it. The highlight of my day is a meeting that kept me distracted for an hour, but I’m back to my gloomy self as soon as I step out of the meeting room.  

I’ve been proud, stubborn and resentful in the face of callousness and disfavor. I’m acting like a fool who can’t overlook an issue. I’m fortunate to have Jesus Christ as my counsel. I pray for wisdom and peace of mind. May God bless us all.